my mask covers my true self.. it covers a girl who is always uneasy. Half the time i am excited and happy... the other half i feel ignored and alone. Going back and forth has made me weary of others. Every time i get hurt, i begin to feel more and more alone. If friends treat me bad all the time, they might not be my friend. Because i am the person who is always shunned. i know what it feels like. i try to Surround myself with people who make me feel safe and happy. But i hide my emotions, from they and push them away. everyone i know i keep at arms length.i know tat emotions are good, They are what make us human. but i just am too tired to have any, i lock them up and keep it there never to be released, not now, not ever. its just who i am.